One step up and two steps back

Will I ever stop looking back?

you could have been a better friend to me

Turn it up

One hundred years from now it will not matter what kind of car I drove, what kind of house I lived in, how much was in my bank account nor what my clothes looked like. But the world may be a little better because I made a difference in the life of child.

Back stabbers, complainers, miserable people

Some people are just nasty, unhappy people who nitpick and find fault in people around them. As hard as I try to be kind, it just isn't enough. There is nothing I can do that is good enough. YEP I'm far from perfect all right and maybe to you I'm nails on a chalkboard, but you aren't perfect either. I'm just going to continue to be me. And you can SUCK it.

Being in a room of assholes all day kinda makes me think of the speech Del Griffith makes in Planes Trains and Automobiles after he is berated by that miserable, cold hearted and cynical business traveler played by Steve Martin. You know that scene? Look it up.

Becoming X

From their album Becoming X released in 1996. The song is known to be wide open to interpretation. For my understanding of it...it could have been my theme song about 2-3 years ago